Just a quick update on what is happening and has happened in the ESP Experiment. Since my last update, I’ve experienced partial projections where I was able to shift my consciousness and see inside objects or even inside code on certain occasions. This ability is still very on and off and I have no control over it yet. Since Monday I’ve started moving objects using telekinesis. I’ve created a little pinwheel which is currently sitting on my desk. When I feel like taking a break, I would focus on the pinwheel for about ten seconds and then it would start to move. At first, very slowly until it starts spinning. As soon as it starts spinning, I get so excited that I lose focus...
Due to … uhm, what shall I call them … nevermind, let’s leave it there; I’m back on ESP1 and it seems this track is causing a partial projection, several times now, I’ve been listening to the track followed by an intense prickling feeling in my right hand, then a prickling feeling in my left hand which is then followed by a loss of control. 19/08/09 The infamous fire alarm went off twice in the last two days, this morning it just gave a quick shout and went dead again, … I wonder what’s up with that … My laptop locked up twice this morning, it’s running Linux Kubuntu, in the last 4 months since Ubuntu was modified into Kubuntu (I love my eyecandy...
Even if I don’t develop special abilities of the sort where I can move stuff with my mind, one thing is definitely developing after starting ESP1; the ability to look somebody in the eyes and to know exactly when they have an interesting story to tell about their life, what they feel, whether they are being honest, etc. People who I’d usually dismiss as normal boring people, suddenly pulls me closer and I want to hear everything they have to say. It happened again tonight at a live concert, just started chatting to some random dude and eventually it came out that he was the sound engineer for the concert. The chilled out dude with the massive crystal around his neck was the owner...
Wow, haven’t updated this log in ages, as you’ve already guessed by now, busy busy and cutting deep into the hours I’m supposed to be sleeping, but that’s old news, the good news is that I’m still alive and have some feedback on how phase three (also known as ESP1) is going. What makes ESP1 and onwards different than the previous sets of binaural beats I’ve been testing out? The synchronization track from phase one helped to synchronize my left and right brain halves and in developing new neuron connections, in phase two Schumann’s resonance was used to lower my brain into a meditative state that will serve as a grounding state to go back into if something...
I am officially addicted to the exotic taste of goji berries! Yesterday while walking around in the shopping centre looking around for new suppliers of organic fruit and vegetables, I came across a small shop stocking all sorts of interesting products, one of which is the infamous goji berries. Without hesitating, I grabbed a 200g packet (just to quell my curiosity) seeing as I’ve been looking for goji berries everywhere and just never managed to find a place stocking it. While standing in the queue to pay for the raw cacao powder, some olive oil and the goji berries, the woman in front of me turned around and was going on about my eyes being so clear and bright and wanted to know what...
My supply of supplements are running out, protein powder already depleted (for almost 5 days now) and still no news from the post office, hope they didn’t “lose” my shipment as they’ve done with several other packages I’ve shipped from overseas. Still doing the tuning on a daily basis, have found that instead of using it while between people and in noisy buildings with air conditioners making noise etc. I get a much better effect when using it in a completely quiet room, so instead of doing syncing and tuning back to back for eight hours straight, I reduce it to about two hours during the morning hours when it’s quiet and nobody will disturb or make a noise. Quickly...
Since yesterday I started hearing new sounds in the track that I never even knew was there, at certain places I would hear doem doem doem (with the pitch going up) and a bit later on doem doem doem (with the pitch going down again). Also, my left ear kept on shutting down causing me to be slightly of balance at times, I guess that’s just one of the side effects of listening to very low frequencies. When the track is done, I can still hear that wavy buzz effect where every little sound seems to penetrate my skull, oscillating back and forth. It also becomes increasingly difficult to estimate where the sound is coming from, everything sounds as if it’s right in my face. Read More →
I’ve traced the source of the headaches, there must be some form of pesticide or something on those miniature little pumpkins I tried mixing into my salads or I’m allergic to something in it – within 20 minutes of having a bite, I feel sick, about to puke and the headache stays there for several hours, just glad it’s not the track causing it. Since this morning, I kept on feeling my cellphone vibrating in my bag even though it wasn’t, every 5-20 minutes I would feel it vibrating, quickly open up the bag to see if an SMS came through or whether somebody is calling and then there was nothing, when I put it back, a while later I would feel the vibration again. It was...
I’ve tried lowering the volume on the resonance track and was getting intense headaches and my eyes closing the whole time almost like I’m about to blackout, I doubt it is as a direct effect of the track I was listening to, hope it’s not food poisoning or something worse; can honestly say I have felt better before. Read More →
I’m still syncing and tuning my brain with the resonant frequency, so far (only referring to phase two) nothing out of the ordinary has happened. I’ve started a daily food and exercise log as well to accompany the ESP Development Diary, take a look at http://janvladimirmostert.com (Will code a proper design later on, just plastered a raw Wordpress installation on the domain until I have time to build a decent looking site for the updates) Today is the fifth day on phase two, it’s almost 1AM and I’m really excited to see what the rest of the week will bring along in terms of ESP Development. Read More →